♪ Alice in Chains - Rooster / 104,585
i didn't write for a few days they were bad days boring at best excruciating at worst. cold days in the sunroom bc i hate the house, typical now really,ok. i havent been writing or drawing really. today was random outing to park but the bees came out and i got scared...it should be too cold for them to come out i think,? then we were at a different park and 9 year old tackled me ...he was pointing his gun (stick) at me and said im under arrest for tax evasion get on the ground & then shot me & looted my pockets and i had to chase him to get my pen back but he jumped on me from the bars...i was surprised this happened to me i didn't think i looked like a person you can jump on
i was thinking about thom a lot this morning because hes so small adn idk i cant think of what the word is but when you hug someone and basically contain them in your arms i want to do this to him.encircle? maybe? i don't know. anyways im tired and i hope i sleep good and i hope he comes into my dream this time im lonely
i dont have anything else to say. i just miss him. i cant give plasma for two more months so future of my going to the show is uncertain. i sound like a magic 8 ball...ok i have to go write the code for april page so good bye i guess