july 10, 2023

♪ Alex G - Pretend / 106,600

today is weird this morning i could hear the electricity in the walls and in the air and everyone talking and then a guy collapsed and the ambulance came to get him and today is just weird i think. and after that i couldnt hear the electricity anymore.okay...um. i don't know what else to say. theyre giving away the kitten soon. im waiting for the yellowstone volcano to erupt, i think, and its way too hot outside and i dislike summer, and there are no cicadas. ive been thinking about *** ******* ** lately. bad. gonna just watch tv today and my package is coming. ok

the show i would have gone to is today.the one i may have but less likely is tomorrow. i feel like shit,kind-of. mom...idk...it was silly of me to think i could have gone, anyways, since nothing good ever (ever)happens to me but i thought i could. i was so close too which makes it feel even worse. fuck the world